My therapist gave me a pill: can MDMA help cure trauma?

The party drug is synonymous with rave culture, but an ambitious clinical study could prove it has an extraordinary power to treat PTSD

For as long as Alice, now 32, can remember, her father, a major drug dealer with freezers full of cocaine, was physically abusive towards her and her mother. My first memory is of him backing us to the front door with a gun, saying hed kill her, kill me and kill himself one day.

Alices post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), a debilitating mental condition that can be caused by experiencing or witnessing a life-threatening event, went misdiagnosed for many years. The panic attacks, body shakes, nightmares and insomnia took their toll, while doctors treated her for depression and anxiety. There were many triggers: physical contact, being alone, showering, seeing someone who resembled a family member, loud sounds, even a red baseball cap the kind her father wore. He and his friends also sexually abused her on numerous occasions. The disorder imprisoned Alice; she couldnt answer the phone or go to the shops on her own. I would get triggered by something and Id shake or shiver, she says.

Over the years, she tried talking therapy, somatic therapy, and eye movement desensitisation and reprocessing (EMDR), in which a therapist moves his or her fingers left and right in front of a patients face as they recount their trauma (the eye movements seem to dampen the memories). Nothing worked.

Then, two and a half years ago, Alice enrolled in a clinical trial for a treatment combining psychotherapy with MDMA, near her home town of Erie, Colorado. She took 125mg of the drug, the same dose a clubber might take recreationally, three times over the course of 12 weeks. Her trips were accompanied by eight-hour therapy sessions. I sat on a comfy couch and my therapist gave me a pill in a little handmade ceramic cup, she says. It had a ritualistic feel to it. I was terrified the first time. Having taken the capsule, Alice was given an eye mask and headphones, and lay back listening to drum music until the drug, which shed never taken before, kicked in.

The MDMA just pulls things out of you, she says now. It supports you. You can start looking at all your experiences and how they are affecting you. There were times when I just sat up and started talking. Or Id cry. Or there were moments of re-enactment. Physically, I felt like my whole body was vibrating for a while.

During the session, her psychiatrist guided the conversation according to goals she had set with Alice beforehand. I had the first few minutes of peace Ive had in years, Alice says, though the sessions werent all plain sailing. Some parts were wonderful and others were kind of hellacious. I was super-sad and couldnt stop crying. It was not just an automatic love drug. But I was always able to come back to feeling good.

Alices recovery was astonishing. The gold-standard assessment tool for this kind of trauma is the clinician-administered PTSD scale, or Caps, which uses a lengthy questionnaire to determine the severity of a patients symptoms (sample question: have there been times when you felt emotionally numb or had trouble experiencing feelings like love or happiness?). Any score over 60 is severe. Alices score went from 106 to two. Its now at zero. In other words, her PTSD is gone.

Alice is one of 136 patients who have undergone MDMA-assisted psychotherapy in trials run by the not-for-profit Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (Maps), based in Santa Cruz, California. Maps was founded in 1986 by Rick Doblin, then a trainee therapist, and now an effervescent 62-year-old who has dedicated his life to studying the medical uses of psychedelic drugs, including psilocybin (magic mushrooms) and marijuana. Its taken 30 years to get to this point, he says. Ive always known MDMA would work, but its been really gratifying to see such tremendous results. He has studies nearing completion in Vancouver, Colorado, South Carolina and Israel, with plans for more in Australia.

Doblin and his colleagues want to make the drug a prescription medicine. It is currently listed as a Schedule 1 substance by the US Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA) and a Class A drug by the Home Office in the UK, along with heroin, cocaine and LSD. So far, the Maps studies have been relatively small, but the results are encouraging. One South Carolina study involved 20 patients, mostly victims of sexual abuse, who had suffered from PTSD for more than 19 years. It was a placebo-controlled study, so all patients were given the same therapy, but only some were given the MDMA; 83% of those given the MDMA no longer met the criteria for PTSD following treatment, compared with 25% of those who were not given the drug. Best of all? The results have held for several years.

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Rick Doblin, founder of Maps, has spent 30 years studying the medical uses of psychedelic drugs. Photograph: Gretchen Ertl
But the real test will be next years phase three trials, the final stage of validation required if MDMA-assisted therapy is to be legalised. (Around 50% of all medical treatments fail at this stage.) A phase three trial requires bigger groups, at least 230 people, around the world. Once two trials are completed, and provided the results still look positive, the data can be submitted to the US Food and Drug Administration (
FDA) and the European Medicines Agency for approval. In theory, MDMA could be legalised for therapeutic use by 2021.

MDMA is not a silver bullet: treatment is heavily reliant on the accompanying therapy, and there is a lot of therapy: three monthly sessions with the drug, lasting eight hours each, punctuated by nine weekly 90-minute sessions without it.

International guidelines recommend the first line of treatment for PTSD should be EMDR or cognitive behavioural therapy; but it can be very hard to treat. Perhaps 50% of people will have resistance, says Jonathan Bisson, professor in psychiatry at Cardiff University. We need new treatments.

Antidepressants and anti-anxiety medications are already big business for pharmaceutical companies. According to a 2008 US Veterans Association study, about 80% of veterans diagnosed with PTSD are given psychiatric drugs. But a 2015 study in the Journal of the American Medical Association found that about two-thirds of veterans still meet the criteria for a PTSD diagnosis after treatment.

Nevertheless, the US military continues to spend huge sums on drugs and disability payments. The Veterans Association says that, of the nearly 1.5 million former soldiers receiving compensation, 870,000 have PTSD, and their treatment costs the government as much as $17bn (12.7bn) a year. (In the UK, the Ministry of Defence pays 875m ($1.16bn) a year to those bereaved or injured through service; this figure covers mental and physical disability.) Doblin argues that if even a small portion of those funds were allocated to MDMA-assisted therapy, significant savings could be made. To make MDMA into a medicine will cost around $30m, he says. If it works, it could save hundreds of millions, if not billions, of dollars a year.

If the FDA approves the drug, the DEA will have to decide whether to declassify it to Schedule 2, alongside morphine, opium and codeine drugs that have a high potential for abuse but can be used under supervision. It is tempting to draw comparisons with the way medical marijuana has been legalised in many US states. If MDMA were to follow the same pattern, it wouldnt be long before any entrepreneurial drug user could cry trauma to gain access to a steady stream of highly potent ecstasy. But Doblin stresses this wont happen. These drugs are fundamentally different: marijuana is the treatment itself; were talking about MDMA-assisted psychotherapy.

These different approaches reflect the level of risk associated with the drugs. No one dies from a marijuana overdose; 50 people died after taking MDMA in the UK in 2014 alone. There is no figure for MDMA-related deaths in the US, but there has been a sharp rise in hospitalisations, from around 4,500 people aged under 21 in 2005 to more than 10,000 in 2011, the latest data available.

Used recreationally, MDMA is not without risk. It mucks about with the bodys thermostat and pushes up the body temperature, which can lead to organ failure and be fatal, explains Harry Shapiro, director of the UK charity DrugWise. But its use under medical supervision is a world away from someone necking a load of pills at a rave.

When James CJ Hardin, now 36, came back to the US from his tour of Iraq in 2006, he knew something was wrong. He was having nightmares and difficulty sleeping; loud sounds, crowds of people and flashes of light would send him into a state of anxiety. Id get tunnel vision and become hypervigilant, pulse racing and breath shallow.

There were no flashbacks while he was awake, but he had nightmares about combat almost every night. He self-medicated with alcohol, combined with prescription sleeping pills and antidepressants. The Veterans Association offered CJ group therapy, but he found it a dick measuring contest, where participants engaged in one-upmanship over the atrocities they had experienced. When the sleeping pills became less effective, he also took the sedating antihistamine Benadryl, and drank rum until he passed out.

After leaving the military in July 2010, CJ moved to North Carolina. I isolated myself and continued my bad habits, staying at home, drinking and smoking marijuana all day. Then Id wake up, eat and do it all again. A chance meeting with a Maps researcher led him to sign up for one of its studies this one led by psychiatrist Michael Mithoefer and his wife Annie, a nurse, from their home and clinic in Charleston, South Carolina. The couple, now in their 60s, trained with the Czech psychedelic therapy pioneer Stanislav Grof, and have been working with MDMA since 2000.

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James CJ Hardin was having nightmares and difficulty sleeping after his tour of Iraq. Photograph: James CJ Hardin

By that time, CJ was having frequent suicidal thoughts: Id resigned myself to believing my life wasnt going to change. But during his first session, once the drug had taken effect, he started to open up about his trauma. All of a sudden I knew I was safe. I realised Id been treating my life like I was in Iraq the whole time, when Im not. I am back in the US. That left me immediately.

He was able to talk about his fears of mortar attacks, and how he felt in a constant state of peril, as if he might die at any moment. I felt like there was no light at the end of the tunnel. After that first session, the light clicked on. It wasnt right in front of me, but it was there. I had hope. The MDMA alone wouldnt have worked, he says; it was the catalyst that made the therapy work. It disarmed me, opened my mind and allowed me to feel at peace and safe as I talked about the things I did. After years thinking youre a horrible person and not safe, its the biggest vacation.

Like Alice, CJ had three sessions. And, like Alice, his Caps score plummeted: from 87 to just seven, falling to three the following year.

MDMA (full name 3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine) was first synthesised in 1912 by the German pharmaceutical company Merck, which had been looking for a substance to stop bleeding. It wasnt until the 1970s that its potential was explored more fully, when a California chemist called Alexander Shulgin started to experiment with cooking up psychoactive drugs. He made a batch of MDMA and started testing it on himself. In 1976, following a 120mg dose, he wrote, I feel absolutely clean inside, and there is nothing but pure euphoria. I have never felt so great or believed this to be possible I am overcome by the profundity of the experience.

Shulgin introduced the drug to California psychotherapist Leo Zeff, who had previously developed LSD therapies. Zeff was so impressed by MDMA, describing it as penicillin for the soul, that he came out of retirement to introduce the drug to therapists across America and Europe. But just as its therapeutic potential was being explored, it started to make its way into the rave scene; in 1985, it was banned by the DEA.

MDMA is highly volatile in one person but not the next, says DEA spokesman Melvin Patterson. You and I could both take it, and I would have no reaction and your organs would start to shut down. There were tons of raves happening, and a lot of people being rushed to hospital and packed in ice to get their temperature back to normal. It was rare that people overdosed or died, but it did happen, and at such a frequency that we had to step in.

The Mithoefers began researching MDMA-assisted therapy in 2000. It seemed to make particular sense for PTSD, Michael says. Most of the treatments that have been effective involve revisiting the trauma in a therapeutic setting, but a lot of people are unwilling or unable because they get overwhelmed by anxiety. MDMA decreases fear and defensiveness, while increasing trust and empathy. He worked with Doblin to develop a plan for a clinical study, approved by the FDA in 2001.

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Psychiatrist Michael Mithoefer and his wife Annie, a nurse, have been researching MDMA-assisted therapy for a decade. Photograph: Hunter McRae

So far, all the Maps trials have used doses of MDMA from a 31-year-old batch with 99.8% purity made in a lab at Purdue University, Indiana. But for phase three trials, the drug needs something called good manufacturing practice certification: Maps has to be able to show that, if MDMA were legalised, it could be produced on an industrial level at the same quality. This is where the pharmaceutical company Shasun comes in.

Shasuns factory is in the Northumberland village of Dudley, located a few miles south of Cramlington, a small town with the highest life expectancy in the UK. It is not a secret facility: taxi drivers know the plant without being given the address, which is on a main road opposite a row of red-brick semis and shops. But they may be surprised to learn that, inside, chemists are synthesising MDMA, perfectly legally.

Security is high. Visitors must first report to the lodge inside the gates and in front of the red-and-white barrier, the kind more often seen at military bases. Mobile phones must be surrendered, along with laptops, pagers, cameras and electronic car key fobs. The confiscation has less to do with secrecy than with the fact that the equipment could ignite and cause an explosion a huge safety risk on a site processing volatile chemicals.

Shasun has been given a licence from the Home Office to manufacture Schedule 1 substances. About 20 of the companys 325 UK staff are involved in the production of 1kg of MDMA worth close to 300,000 ($398,000). After that, it will be shipped to licensed distributorsin the US and Europe.

British CEO Kevin Cook met Doblin two years ago in Boston, after being introduced by someone Cook describes as a friend in big pharma. He came away from the meeting reassured that Doblin knew what he was doing, and was doing it for a good cause; Shasun was prepared to jump through all the regulatory hoops to keep everyone on board.

Getting the Home Office licence was not easy. The firm has had to comply with a very long list of health and safety regulations, and security procedures. The drugs they make, and their key ingredients, are now stored in an alarmed vault to which just a handful of staff have access, their movements monitored by CCTV. We can handle products here where there is a high risk of diversion products that can be used for recreational as well as medical benefit, says Cook, who has worked for Shasun for 27 years. Shasuns business development manager, Mike Hopkins, jumps in to stress: Were not doing a Breaking Bad here.

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Kevin Cook, CEO of the British company manufacturing MDMA for medical use. Were not Breaking Bad here. Photograph: Christopher Thomond for the Guardian

The MDMA lab is in Shasuns development centre, a prefab in a corner of the site. A rabbit hops around on the grass outside. Oh, hes fine, dont mind him, Cook says. There arent any chemicals out here he needs to worry about. To access the building, visitors must wear white lab coats and protective goggles. Making the MDMA is much like following a recipe one that was acquired from a German firm and emailed to Shasuns chemists as an attachment. Add X of this, stir to Y, heat to Z. Its like cooking, but to get a really good-quality end product, you have to experiment a lot, Cook explains. Robert Smith, a chemist with a degree from Cambridge and a PhD from Manchester, demonstrates the equipment his small team uses to synthesise the drug. Unlicensed manufacturers would face many years in jail, but making MDMA does not give Smith any kind of illicit thrill. We just treat it like any other project. He shrugs.

Recruiting a team was not difficult, Hopkins says; no one cited ethical concerns. We always try to inspire our teams to understand what they are making and why. In this case, they are working for a non-profit trying to help people with severe PTSD. They find that sort of thing very motivating.

After fundraising, Maps second biggest challenge is training therapists, who must undergo the same treatment as their patients, to understand how it works. In November last year, Ben Sessa, a British psychiatrist based in Bristol, travelled to South Carolina for a 10-day stay with the Mithoefers, during which he underwent his own MDMA-assisted therapy session. I havent got any psychological trauma, he says. I had a lovely upbringing, stable family. But its really important to learn this mental state in order to guide my patients through it.

On the day of his session, all of it captured on video, Sessa takes his first dose of MDMA just before 11am, washed down with a swig of Gatorade. Its a double blind study, so he doesnt know if its a placebo. He hopes it isnt. (I chose the red pill and not the blue pill, he says, referencing The Matrix.) Dressed in jeans and a T-shirt, Sessa reclines on a bed with Michael in a chair facing him, to his right, and Annie to his left. Propped into a seated position by a fortress of pillows and a large red and gold cushion, he has a blood pressure monitor wrapped around his left arm while the Mithoefers small white dog, Flynn, snuggles next to his leg.

The conversation is led by Sessa, with occasional prompts from the Mithoefers. Music plays in the background, starting with a gentle piano piece and building to higher tempo as the drug kicks in. The Mithoefers tell him to lie back, close his eyes and go inside. Annie regularly checks in on him, offering sips of juice, extra blankets and words of encouragement.

Around two hours into the session, Sessa takes a supplementary dose. Even though hes in a darkened room, he asks for his red-rimmed sunglasses. That second dose really hit the spot, man, he tells the Mithoefers. He breathes heavily and purposefully, nodding his head to the music with his eyes closed, his lower jaw shifting subtly from left to right. Clearly, he did not take the placebo.

Sessa had taken MDMA in a rave context in the past but tells me: This was very different from taking ecstasy recreationally. Imagine taking all that external energy that keeps you pumping all night on the dance floor and turning it inwards.

Much of his session is spent lying down with an eye mask and headphones on; at times he hums and moans or reaches out to hold one of the Mithoefers hands. I felt very safe and secure, but when I went to the toilet in the harsh light and stood looking at myself in the mirror, thats when it felt like raving. I was completely fucked. I wanted to rush back into the bed and get under the covers and go back inside.

At other times, he is encouraged to sit up and talk about personal issues, psychotherapy, his constant need to be busy. Lifes too short, he tells the Mithoefers. All these trinkets we adorn ourselves with are meaningless. Its time thats the only gift. So I dont like to waste time.

By around 4pm, the effects of the drug are wearing off, though Sessa says he experienced no comedown. He thinks ravers comedowns are mostly hangovers. Most people who take ecstasy will go to the pub, drink three pints, then go to a club and stay up until five, take coke, drink more wine and beer, then get some soup and sleep on Sunday. Of course they feel bad on Monday!

Three days later, Sessa had a second session. It was the same setup, but this time without the drug. It was incredibly cathartic, he says. I was in floods of tears at times and talking about all sorts of issues. It was as if the MDMA had unlocked them three days earlier. Its not just the drug sessions themselves where the work takes place the real work is how the material thats unlocked is then processed in the non-drug sessions.

Sessa, who has worked with many children and adolescents battling trauma and addictions, believes MDMA could be an incredibly powerful tool for his patients. We dont have any medicines that allow patients and their therapists to approach trauma. Antidepressants only treat the symptoms, so this could be a very important step forward.

Trauma is incredibly hard to treat, he says. You sit in a room with a stranger and ask them to tell you about their child abuse and expect them to do it. They dont. They cant. So their mental health problem becomes a chronic disorder. In 20 years time, people may say: Do you remember when we used to do psychotherapy without psychedelics?

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MDMA could be legalised for therapeutic use by 2021. Imagine taking all that external energy that keeps you pumping all night on the dance floor and turning it inwards. Photograph: Aaron Tilley for the Guardian

Despite his enthusiasm, Sessa remains pragmatic and is put off by some of the more evangelical factions in the pro-psychedelic movement, as well as its strong links with anti-establishment hippy culture; for him, this detracts from the science. Some people want to live in a chemical utopia. This is not a panacea. We need a cautious, methodological approach with sound scientific evidence.

Sessa has brought what hes learned back to the UK, where he is hoping to start two Maps-funded MDMA studies in 2017; for now, he says, hes in a fragile period of getting ethical approval.

One of these studies is in Cardiff and will involve giving patients either MDMA or a placebo and putting them in an MRI scanner, where they will be subjected to a narrative script of their trauma to see what happens in their brain. The second study, in Bristol, will treat patients with alcohol dependency, post-detox. Well put them through a course of MDMA psychotherapy and look at the rates of recovery. The link between trauma and addiction is unambiguous, Sessa says.

In anticipation of the drugs legalisation, Maps has set up a benefit corporation, a socially responsible company that, unlike Maps, is allowed to manage prescription sales of a medicine. All profits from the MDMA developed by Shasun will be funnelled back into Maps research. The patent for MDMA has long expired but, thanks to a law signed by Ronald Reagan in 1984, no other pharmaceutical company would be able to use Maps research data for five years after the drug is approved.

Big pharma probably wouldnt be interested anyway, Doblin says, because the therapy involves so few doses of MDMA. Most pharmaceutical companies want to make a drug people take on a daily basis, that treats symptoms, not the problem, so when you stop taking it, the problem comes back. Its a money-making formula. We are the opposite of that: you take the drug a few times, hopefully it cures you and you go on your way.

For Alice and CJ, legalisation cant come soon enough. Alice says the biggest change since treatment has been her relationship with her husband and two young children. It allowed me to connect I could step into now, instead of living back then. For the first time, she was able to hug her husband, whom she married 11 years ago, when she was 21, and to undress in front of him. I could hold on to my childrens hands and snuggle them without feeling gross. She is now working as an optician and training to become a psychotherapist herself.

For CJ, the treatment led to a 100% turnaround in his life. Like Alice, he no longer has therapy or takes medication for his mental health. He has given up drinking and found a job with an aviation company. He married his long-term girlfriend at the end of August. He still thinks about his time in the army, but now remembers the good things, the people he bonded with. He wishes other people could experience the benefits: It feels as though theres a cure for cancer that I know of and its not being used.

Alice is a pseudonym. Additional reporting: Helen Pidd.

Drugs in therapy

Ketamine
Licensed for use as an anaesthetic on humans and animals, ketamine is also used illegally as a party drug, and associated with powerful hallucinations. In 2014, a small controlled trial by the NHS and the University of Oxford found that some people with severe depression responded well to small quantities of the drug.

LSD

It helped the 60s swing but some medical experts hailed LSD as a potential treatment for addiction and anxiety long before it was banned. Though still illegal in the UK and US, a controlled study this year by Imperial College London looked at brain scans of users and found the networks that deal with vision, attention, movement and hearing became more connected.

Magic mushrooms
The hallucinogenic fungus is a popular illicit drug, but preliminary research by the University of Arizona found that psilocybin the psychedelic compound produced in some mushrooms helped in the treatment of obsessive compulsive disorder in a trial in 2006. This year, a clinical trial showed it was effective in treating severe depression.

Marijuana

Advocates of marijuana use for the treatment of post-traumatic stress disorder are eagerly awaiting the outcome of a recent $2.15m (1.6m) trial in the US, backed by the state of Colorado. Anecdotal evidence from traumatised ex-service personnel who use marijuana suggests that it controls their anger and aids sleep.

  • Compiled by Jason Rodrigues. Model-making by Kerry Hughes.

Read more: https://www.theguardian.com/society/2016/sep/16/mdma-ptsd-therapy-trauma-maps-medical-study

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